Today's Gemini Horoscope: Mar 30, 2008
Things should go especially well for you today, dear Gemini, so don't worry about a thing. Life doesn't necessarily get easier as you get older; you just learn to deal with things better. You will find this to be true right now, as your incredible sensitivity and wisdom is making it possible for you to attain a greater perspective, and realize that things are much better than you may have first thought. More...

I just got back from a wonderful weekend with a very special person. 150 miles away. I hope this horoscope is in reference to how to cope with distance and that things are maybe going to get better in that department. He's the best thing that has come about in a long time so is 150 miles really that much of an issue?

What I have learned...

With thoughts of running off to another state to be with the one who was meant for me, I have learned that I need to let go of a lot of stuff. I am too attached to my things and that is a terrifying thought that someday I would have to let go of them. Weird because so very few of these things actually belong to me. My computer, my original bedroom set, my mattress, my artwork, my flatwear, dishes, and a few house hold items are all that I really *OWN*. The rest is hand me down stuff, stuff that mike and I bought together (that I really didn't want anyway), stuff that was bought after we married.

I am having serious doubts that things would work out with this man living in another state. I think there has been much harm in expressing our doubts to each other that we've killed any blossoming future. Aborted it before it could even get to the quickening stage. What I have learned though, is that the future is so very uncertain. I learned that in the most devastating way the last year and a half, however, I now realise that in the most potentially positive ways, the future can also change. It might not happen this time around, but who knows what lies ahead? The more stuff you have tying you down though, the less opportunity you have to move forward. I have to learn to be free of stuff. Free of the past, free of anxiety. I need to put it in action.

I don't have time...

I don't have time for doubt
I don't have time for pain
I don't have time for crying
I don't have time for love.

More pictures of colours and light.

Colours and fleeting light

So the paint job is circa late 80s to early 90s.
You know, the sponge paint fad that was often done very badly. My mom
did this peach colour sponge first. I guess it was 1988. The living
room was done in bright peach too. She later went over the peach with teals
and sea green and the living room was painted a deep rich peacocck green.
I remember spending hours in that dark green room feeling so depressed and
sad. So I painted everything white. I did keep the sponge painted
dining room though. It was done well and it reminded me of New
Orleans. Today there was a moment of sunshine that shone through. It
was beautiful and I know I have seen this in many forms before, some more
beautiful than this. I always think this is the last time I will ever see
such beauty of light. Just like I always look for rainbows after a
storm or in the spring time, I try to soak in as much of the bright spring green
grass and leaves after a storm that my eyes will take. I know that
there will be more beautiful things to see. Some will take my breath away
and some will never compare to what I have in the past seen. I look forward to
it all nonetheless.

SQUEEEEEEEEEEE! I did it!! Two things, captured my cat with her tongue sticking out (god I love when they do that) AND figured out how to use my camera and upload all by myself. Ok, shuddup anyone who might be reading this and thinking what's the big deal. I am not techno gifted, so the baby steps are huge for me.

Your Lovescope - Today, March 1, 2008
Your social life could really blossom with the alignment of the planets today, which will present chances you could not have imagined coming to you could suddenly be discovered right on your doorstep. Don't pass an opportunity by just because it doesn't appear the way you think it should. Love comes in many surprising packages and cannot be determined by looks alone. Allow the bizarre and unusual to move you.

Today's Gemini Horoscope: Mar 01, 2008
Today you might find yourself hosting an impromptu social event, dear Gemini, and more people could show up than you'd initially counted on. Don't worry about it, however. The party should be enjoyable for everyone even if the place is a bit crowded, and your visitors are apt to look out for themselves. Among the unexpected guests might be an attractive, interesting person who might shape up to be a potential love partner. Relax and enjoy your day.

sigh. But tomorrow is the day that I meet my (at least on the phone) soul mate for the first time.

I got a new camera yesterday. I am stoked. I have to figure out how to upload the pics on the puter.