Two months off of chemo, and her spot on her lung has grown some. She claims it isn't too bad, and she feels fine, but that is how she is. She says if you want to pity someone, pity those in NO. Sure I pity them, and I don't pity my mother, but she is close to me, not some random stranger. It isn't pity, it is fear, sadness, worry.
I can't control what is going to happen. I have to keep telling myself that. Enjoy what you have. Be thankful. Use your time wisely with loved ones.
It is so useless to wish for the past.
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Sounds like... you're handling this... the best you can... (which is all you can do)...
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